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• words of widsom

  07/09/09 2 Comments

  Live, Love and Laugh. They are the 3 most important things we need to do in life.

  A person should live every moment, and breathe it all in. No matter what goes on in life. I can't drive, so that doesn't stop me from living life. I can't hear that well, and i can't see either. I still live life. At least I try to.

  Love, is one strong thing that would affect our lives. Love can heal and break us at the same time. It is so overwhelming, but it keep us at peace. It keeps us warm like sleeping under the blanket on a cold fall night. It never let us forget. Love is always there, no matter what.

  Laughter, very contagious. We all need to laugh once a while. I laugh everyday, because it makes me happy. If I'm upset or crying about something, I try to think of the fun moments i had in my life. To make me all happy again.

  I want everyone to live, love and laugh every moment of their lives.

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• I don't wanna keep on wishing and missing

  04/27/09 4 Comments

  Hi! I know I haven't blogged in a long time, but i had to blog today.

  20 years ago, my mom was in basically all day labor with me. Finally i arrived at 8:15 pm. 20 years ago, its hard to believe that it has been long. I am like that close of being halfway over with my life. My life was one crazy ride that is for sure, but i love my life, no matter how hard it gets. I have lost close loved ones, i have overcome the struggles with deafness and blindess, i graduated from high school, and went off to college. college was nothng like i thought it would be, it was mostly a bad experience, but it'll change in 2009 when I go off to Washington D.C. in Fall 2009.

  My sister, Julie, took me to the movies today for my birthday, since i was away from home. We saw 17 again, what a great movie! During the movie, it had made me think back on my life. I had recalled that when i was in 1st grade, i couldn't wait to be over with school. I wanted to be 20 years old, in college, a basketball all star. I am all of that but one, ahah we know what it is. When i was little i wanted to be old, i wanted to miss that part of my life. You know what, i wish i spent more time loving life than wishing to be older. I wish i was 7 years old again, why that age you ask? Well it was when i was in first grade, i believed that from 1st grade to 5th grade was the best years of my life, and senior year haha. I miss the childhood the most rather than high school and junior high.

  After living the 20 years of my life, i would say i have learn a lot. I went through so many crap, but I thank God that he put me in that position. I would have the moments where i hate being deaf and going blind, but after that I just love it. It made me who i am today, i have no clue what i would be if i wasn't deaf and blind ha! It also taught me to never ever take things for granted, because we have things that other doesn't. I do take my hearing for granted, i remember in the summer of 2008, my cochlear implant "my hearing" search it up I was deaf for almost 4 weeks, it def has show me that i am lucky. Even though i am really deaf person, but i can lhear though with today's tech. RIght now, I might even have cure for my usher's syndrome, that wll restore my vision and hopefully my hearing back. I don't know what i would do if i do get my vision and my hearing back.. I would be very happy, but at the same time i would be scared because that is part of me, who i am. I don't know what i would do if i do lose that "identity" Even though i don't want to be blind at all, i love seeing nature and everything.

  To sum up everything, i love my life, i love being deaf, i love being "blind", i love my family, i love everything. Don't take things for granted at all.

  Thanks and God Bless, Jennifer

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• life

  01/31/09 6 Comments

  Hey, Lately i have been thinking about my life. I am in college and i'm majoring in Physical Educatin and as well Deaf Education. ( i have to double major to get what i want to be) Anyways, i have been thinking if i am making a bad choice, because i want to travel so bad. I am like very close of dropping out of college and go explore the world, but i can't. I"ll be regretting if i do, i have a lot of reputation to uphold to. My sisters are successfull and one of them is graduating soon, i'll feel so dumb if i do drop out from college. I guess i'll just tough it out and then after graduation i'll just treat myself with traveling the world! for my present.

  Also, My sister, Julie, we were very close from birth, then julie had her teenage arkward years and started to blow me off a lot. Now she and i are finally close, all because of the college life. I deicded to go to a community college in the town where julie was going school, intead of the one by my mom's house. I thought it would be awesome to live closer to julie and to be in a place where i know noone and where they don't knoe me. (bad choice bc i still dunno anyone ha) Anyways, i have gotten really close to Julie in the past year, i can talk to her about everything. I look up to her a lot more than my other sister and brother, i know thats mean but i just do. SHe is successful in life, she has gone through so much, and she made it through. Right now she is going to graduate in may and she is thinking aobut moving out of the state with her boyfriend which is on WAY other side of IL where i live rigt now, shes moving to IN. I am very emotional about it, because i don't ever want to let her go, and plus i'll be alone here.

  I just hope this semester will be better off for me and next semester where i'll be going to ISU, i'll have like 3 friens there ha, better than nothing.

  also i have great fc friends for sure haha, They can make me laugh no matter what, even when i'm down. I think its so weird that the fc friends can connect with me on so many levels like as we were long lost best friends!
  Um i'm getting tired hahahaha finalllllyy i love all of my fc friends and will foreva (<--i said that in aussie accent) thank you to ALL OF THE FRIENDS you guys rock and all

  Thanks for reading :)

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• blog

  11/09/08 1 Comment

  yea

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